Not everyone judges. A lot do, but not everyone. I wouldn't judge you for not working...just an example. It's your life. Societal expectations....I say do what you want to regarding work (or not working).

Put yourself out there. You need to take some "risks" in the sense of being vulnerable to meet others. It's well worth it if you meet someone you like and it's mutual. And if someone judges, that's their issue, not yours.

I'm an attorney. Now I'm an attorney who has MI and is disabled. I can't work. I don't feel like I'm less of a person. I've been judged. That's their issue. I'm ok with me. Work on your self-esteem if you need to. Get a therapist to help there.

If I were in your shoes, I'd go to school. I just like to learn and I think education is fulfilling and it's an asset. But that's me.

Take care.