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Old Aug 25, 2016, 05:43 AM
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Originally Posted by musinglizzy View Post
I don't really continue to look, but when I first started with T1, I did google her quite a lot. I was looking for any info I could find, especially reviews from other clients. Never found anything. But I did read a newspaper article about her. She had published a book, a memoir of her childhood, which was very unconventional. I ordered it off Amazon, and read it, and found it very interesting! So I admitted it to her. That I had googled her in the beginning, looking for reviews or something, and found out about the book. She said that's pretty normal for clients to do that in the beginning, and we did spend part of a session discussing my reaction to her book. She asked if knowing all of that stuff bothered me (no,) or did I see her differently after having read it. I told her I actually had MORE respect for her after reading it, reading what she went through. It helped. We have not talked about it since......and I sometimes consider reading it for a second time...but I just haven't yet.

I think I would be ashamed to admit to my T if I've been continuously searching her on the internet..... I don't think I could tell her! But if something you've found is really bothering you, perhaps you might have to when the time is right?
Nothing I have found out about T bothers me at all but the fact that I have invaded her privacy like that bothers me. I don't search her on the internet as often anymore but still pretty often. I started seeing this T in January so I don't know if now is still the classified as "the beginning"... probably not.
Thanks for this!
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