Tried Lamictal for a few months a while back and it did nothing for depression. If the Cymbalta doesn't work it may be an option to give Lamictal another go. If I don't feel any better by Tuesday I am going IP so my pdoc can try other options in a safe environment. I really hope it doesn't get to that as I was only IP nearly 3 months ago and taking more time off work will be an issue. It all feels pretty hopeless right now. Everyone is worried about me (family, pdoc and T). I hate worrying people. I hate that this illness won't give me a break. I am trying so hard; exercising, not sleeping during the day, eating well, getting out and seeing people. Nothing seems to help.