The money is not a real issue, just really makes me mad and I go through a swing from mad to upset to completely sad that it bothers why she won't let me do it get it.

I went looking for something and I found a pamphlet from NAMI. Not sure if it was a meeting or just getting info on the group. To me she lied about getting info and/or going to support group meeting. I am always a afraid to go to meeting since the ones near me here in Raleigh are always at night. Not sure if me being worried or what but she will think that I am doing something cause something did happen before I diagnosed and full blown manic at the time. Sucks being BP. Every Xmas and birthday, when asks what I want as a gift I always put not being BP anymore. She drives me crazy sometimes with all the side comments that she thinks is funny. When I am having chest pain, panic attack, her and her mom blame it on acid reflux. Just makes upset she doesn't seem to care and think it's always something else. She fuels the stigma