Thank you eskielover I'm sorry you've had to go through that. That bit about the horses makes so much sense and is honestly really inspiring. I hope you've been doing well since then.

I'm going in to see my GP today actually, and at this point I'm feeling so weak and miserable that I'm willing to do whatever to get back into a more stable place (not like I was stable beforehand, eh? LOL) Wish you the best.