So I had my session this afternoon. As I expected, my therapist has decided to implement new boundaries because she said that I have harassed her. Yes she used the word "harass". Actually in June I had sent her a letter through mail. I don't really remember what I've said in that letter but it was mostly about the fact that I was ambivalent about therapy. Apparently I wasn't allowed to send her a letter (something she had NEVER mentioned) so she was already upset. Then in August I sent her one email about scheduling, then a second one then a third one because she wasn't answering them. Apparently scheduling is only through texts so I broke another rule (again, something she had never talked about). Basically she took some time to think about my therapy because she perceived all those rules I broke as harassment and she decided that I needed firmer boundaries. These new boundaries are: I'm not allowed to email anymore. At all. About anything. If I need to schedule something I have to send a text. If I send an email (I used to email her a lot), then the next session will be cancelled. Just like that. I'm being punished like a little kid. There, that was my session. I still scheduled another session for next week because what other choice do I have? I don't want to start over with somebody else. I'm very attached. Yes, despite the fact that she doesn't deserve it, I'm attached to my therapist.