DBT groups was cancelled yesterday, was a little upset that I was the only one that showed up, but it wasn't the end of the world, my therapist seen me earlier than our scheduled appointment, so it wasn't all bad. Started my twice daily dose of Geodon yesterday, good thing cause it'll hopefully keep me from having hallucinations, paranoia and delusions (well at least tone them down to where I can recognize my thinking is off) when my med wares off. Tuesday I was convinced the police were after me after a dream a very vivid two dreams actually where I stole.something and went to jail, so I closed my blinds and curtains and hid under my blankets everytime I heard sirens. The same day I had a very real tactical hallucination where something stuck a needle into my outer thigh and took out blood making both legs woozy and weak like when you get blood drawn from your arm and it feels funny after (well for me it does). But you can't convince me that what I felt wasn't real, yes I know it was a hallucination, but it was so real, all I was doing was playing on my phone, and boom my blood is being taken from my thigh, wtf. This all happened Tuesday morning before I took my meds, well the police thing stayed with me through yesterday. Idk it's weird, all weird...