This therapist is abusing and victimizing you. She is teaching you how to be a submissive party to a dominating figure.

At this point, you're basically saying "she can do anything to me and I'll take it." Where's your self respect? Where are your boundaries? Where are YOU in any of this? Aside from simply being attached, which is what limpets do. You're a person, not a bivalve. Attachment only goes so far.

There are hardcore sadomasochistic relationships where people come away from sessions with physical scars, with less overt abuse in them than this.

If you really crave being put down and punished by a stern female figure, there are cheaper, hotter, more fun ways to get that thrill. And you may as well look into them, because what you're doing isn't therapy anyway.

Or you can wait until she inflicts the final cut and terminates you and then you'll get to wallow in some real serious pain that will probably take months, if not years (or, judging by the way some others post, the rest of your life) to recover from.

And the worst thing about it won't be that she hurt you. It will be that you asked, no begged and paid for it.