Eating like a pig ...went into pro Ed forum because i am feeling very low and upset about some family members who is rude and used me she still here but she is sleeping my husband is still up and talked me out of using the pro ed forum ...want to binge eat but am not just got to try and keep my mind off it ...i want to have the self esteem to wear what ever i want to no matter what size i am ( am obese ) i have no help from anyone been told to lose weight by my dr who knows i have an eating disorder but cant and wouldnt get me help as you have to be a very low BMI or diabetic ( am not )
i feel like i want to die ...but i dont want to die fat or make life hard for others in my family or my husband on his own