Tonight my boyfriend and i broke up...it was mutal ...this time.....we both felt that we had real feelings...it just came at the wrong time ....i regret nothing and i want to thank you all for listening to my rants and raves about all the hardships we endured through this relationship...but i must say ...it was worth it....we are staying friends and going to keep close contact....and even though we broke up i still consider him my best friend...he is helping me pack and to get ready to go home...i leave December 21 ...right before christmas...my heart aches a tiny bit....i must admit......especailly not being able to celebrate christmas with him...but i know that it is the right thing to do....for us both....but another reason i want you all to read this is when i go back home i will not have internet access...so the next time i do will be uncertain...i will try my best to do what i can and when i can to visit you all...but for now i hope to enjoy you all the most that i can while i still have alittle time left...i love you all so much....thank you for your support and for being with me....lol lets just hope now i can surivive going back home ...