I find for a short while I try to get back into the problem where the awareness has just come from. Almost like the cat in the flintsones that is thrown out the door and gets back in through the window. But I realise after a very short time that that behaviour/thought doesn't exist in real time any more and I kinda of just settle down into a new place. A feeling of peace hits me. UNTIL the NEXT ISSUE arrises, but then I have the added hindsight of change and know now that it is happening and will happen. Have you ever run cold hands under a tepid tap? Only for it to feel like it burns? then once you dry off your hands feel back to life again and comfy?