I just got out of the ward two weeks ago. My mom picked me up from 6 hours away because I crashed on the floor from low blood sugar from binge drinking and not eating for two days.

I haven't had any issues with mania, but I have super anxious and severely dperessed. the meds aren't working and I barely remember to take them anyway.

I'm so lonely and I cry everyday. I can't afford the ward or to lose my jobs and I'm having bad thoughts again.

What do I do?