Dear Henrydavidtherobot,
Can you afford one appointment with a psychiatrist? You likely need to change your medications and completely stop drinking alcohol (at least until you are no longer depressed. Alcohol is a depressant.) Trazodone provided only minimal help with my insomnia and then no help; plus, it made me extremely thirsty.
I hope things get better for you.
Sincerely, Myst