Can I ask you all something.. I've been part of a recovery group for 4 years, the church we were in kicked us out, because they are building on, and want to save money too, well I found a place for us, 2 of our groups started meeting at this other place but there is no childcare like there was at the other place.. I can't do it without childcare, i've been stressing everyweek to find.. I feel like I just want to let it go. I've been one of the "spearheads" so to say ...but I feel like I just helped the process and now my time is done. I just got invited to join a group for CSA. and they have childcare, I've never had this opportunity but I have to tell the other leaders of my current group. I'm a little nervous about letting them down..// advise??