Tanks for all the replies! I hear what you are all saying which is: I should fire her. The thing is, even if I am hurt and angry at her behaviour, the idea of moving on is just impossible. If I switch therapists that means I have lost two and a half years of my life. All the stuff I talked about, the vulnerability I displayed it will all have been for nothing. Plus I won't have closure :she won't admit to being wrong she won't apologize. I will be left with nothing.