Wow you sound so much like me. I am a Christian and if I get to "close" to religious stuff I wind up looney and in the hospital with a ton of religious delusions. It sucks don't it? I cant even listen to praise and worship music because that's how my mania starts and I am afraid to do it.

As far as God talking to you. He don't talk to me either when I am stable. I talked to my husband about this and he said God don't talk to him either and its normal. Its probally rare for God to say something to people, He didn't even do that in the bible (except when Jesus was on the earth) very much, but I do think He works in His ways. Like the facebook thing, yeah I think that was from God.

As far as Jesus, since I am a Christian I think of Him as God, or the Son of God but they are the same guy. I know the trinity is confusing and I don't have a good grasp on how He can be three persons in one.

Sorry this is happening to you. I do feel your pain. Hope you find what your looking for. Hugs