If I ever doubt that my Higher Power exists, I promptly go to a list I made in early sobriety that lists those times when I came out of a blackout in time to miss a head on collision, or when I came to shooting a pistol, of the time I came to driving around Memorial Park in Houston before running someone over. Or the times I had alcohol poisoning and lived to tell about it. There are so many more. I still make lists to keep current about how my Higher Power exists. Hope this helps someone.
Radar