You are not alone in these actions, I am the same way I refuse to see a male doctor and it is nothing against them personally but I always make sure that I have a female doctor. If that means I have to wait for another dr then so be it. The only place I'm a little bit more reassured is in the emergency room only because if I'm in that much pain then I will deal and there is always a female nurse in the room thankfully though I have only been to the er one time. Maybe we will be able to get over this one day after we have properly healed.