I find going to therapy someday causes more problems then it solves.
Often it feels like coming back form the dentist or recovery from surgery.

I do not relate to ppl who become attached and/or see their T's as friends. After all the point is to be independent and not require their services. I see them more as mechanics. Just like parents should not be your equals, your therapist should not be seen as a friend but rather someone you trust,
who perform a needed services.

In the end it is about repair & recovery and moving fwd. I would like to encourage you to continue therapy whether with your current one or a new one.