Do you think maybe you could think of the two years an experience where you learned things, so it's not lost?

I was in a less than ideal situtation for a couple of years. I don't think I would have been better off staying with him, even though I had invested a lot of time and energy. My current therapist is much better suited to me, and I have grown a lot more with him. But I do think that I was much better prepared to do therapy with him, and I understood what was going on a lot better because I had spent those couple of years with the other therapist.

It might help so much more to have a more solid and trustworthy therapist. I'm sorry you are going through this. Your therapist sounds kind of unhealthy.