There's a bunch of stuff I *should* be able to take control of, but I'm running out of energy, so if all just falls apart... 7 hours later, and i'm still fighting with myself around the self harm. It's finally getting a little easier though. Hopefully tomorrow and Sunday still be even easier.
Today has dragged. I feel like i'm stuck in a time freeze. There's so much going on in my head and body that it's making time feel stuck...