This is kinda a rant here. I see people on here that are high functioning with good jobs and I can't even get myself to shower everyday let alone do hair and makeup for work. I lost my last two jobs from my BP and anxiety on the job. I can't work right now and I'm attempting SSI. My house is a friggin pig sty and I can't bring myself to clean. I'm not necessarily depressed but I just lack motivation all around. I started a new T last week and I like her. I got out of IP about a week and a half ago to my bf telling me he wants to leave the house. I begged him like a queen about to be beheaded to stay. He's giving me a month to prove I can stay sober and good with my meds. I haven't drank but I'm currently withdrawaling from suboxone (manufactured opioid and pure hell). I have no support from family. They didn't even come see me in the hospital after a planned OD. I have no one. I can't work. I'm an addict (but quitting now). I don't have a dime to my name. I feel like trash. No wonder my bf wants to run.

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