Well I have my songwriting group but can't always participate due to money, gas, parking fees, copywrite fees, etc. Really I don't have many friends to hang with, family basically cut me out, mom excluded.

I really can't afford to go out every night so people quit asking. I'm not big into drinking either. I'm trying to plan things like summer trips for next year. When I can use vacation at work. Nothing extravagant but a change of scenes with my daughter.

I am getting together with a friend this weekend. I do have friends but all except one lives out of state. The out of state ones get together a couple times a year. I'm really a family type with no family. They all have someone or a family.

Without med I'm ok. The quirk I don't like is thinking out loud frequently. I'm upping my B6 too accommodate. It's a recent problem. Maybe antibiotics related or because I quit my vitamins. The more stressed I feel the more it comes out. New job, coworkers who are doing weird stuff to me. Adding to my stress. Financial stress is a constant in my life the con just made it much worse.

I owe student loans, judgement from con experience, back taxes con experience, car, insurance, tabs, phone, electric, rent. Gas, food, little money for fun if any. Too unhealthy too keep up two jobs. Just tired of trying so hard to get nowhere.