This is hard question?!lol😉 hmmm, my self esteem was actually pretty good when I was younger, but when puberty came and hormones along with my depression, my esteem took a hit! Then my lowering esteem fed my depression and that lowered it some more. And it became a never ending cycle that lead me to a very dark place....

But I'm getting better now and I'm learning more about how to take care of myself, along with noticing the symptoms and reasons for why I am currently feeling this way. Knowledge is power! 😊. Oops got off topic a little.