A pretty slow day today at work. The water came so that was good and it came first thing in the morning. I felt depressed at the end of the day. Took a bike ride after work. That made me feel a little bit better.

My friend and I got talking on the phone tonight. It went OK. He tells me that he misses me and the he wishes that I would come back to the church. I'm looking for another one for me to go to and it hasn't been easy. But I never felt good when I was going to that church he and I had been going to. It's like choosing between the lesser of the two evils - either to stay at that church and be unhappy or search for another one and have it take time to feel at home there if it could happen at all.