I was a thirteen year old mess myself...and I can strongly relate to your feelings! I did'nt have any prozac to help me deal with it I had to trash my life for the next 20+ years...in hind sight, I would say that I only started to see changes in my life when I truly understood that I was the one in charge of my "thought life" and that I therefore was the only one who could help me. the point is, start watching what you are thinking and telling yourself about yourself,others,and the world...these things make up your "belief systym" and give birth to just aout everything else about you.