Hang in there. We've all screwed things up with using. But you'll get through this. I have confidence in you. Get through the detox, and stay clean. That will show your BF that you're committed.
I know it's easy for me to say, since I'm not going through it, but just take it a minute or an hour at a time.
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"I danced in the morning when the world was begun. I danced in the moon and the stars and the sun". From my favourite hymn.
"If you see the wonder in a fairy tale, you can take the future even if you fail." Abba
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