Yeah, I have an appt next week. She's a great doc and I've been with her since I was 18 (9 years). I'm looking forward to that appt. I see now that there really is a lot of hard stuff going on in my life and even with the good thing of school coming up I have a lot of anxiety about it. I guess, even a person with a healthy brain would go through some depression at this time. What is really hard is that I have no local friends, my parents are going through really rough emotional times, and basically the only people I can talk to are my online friends (who are absolutly wonderful, but sometimes its not enough). I hope I will make friends at school but the age issue makes me think that'll be difficult. Thank you all for your responses. I'm glad I joined this group.