today just stinks as usural. i want to ask my T how can this be . not one person in my family believes i am being a good mother they are all emotionally doing the same thing to my son as they did to me . i just dont get it can they all be so wrong .or could things have been that bad for me. i know im feeling sorry for myself but omg can i be so so so wrong . people here say it isnt my falt but my whole family on both the mother and the farther side. i cant deal with today

just wanted to edit to say this is comming from my farther comming over this morning giving me a hard time about my son again