He's very subtle -- he's nice looking, young, friendly....and then says stuff like he thinks I can learn how to not choose my reactivity. I don't think he's malevolent. I think he totally believes that what he wants will help me stop cycling. But I've told him already that I've only been this high degree of irritability and reactive since my fall and getting off lamictal. For 20 years I have not been like this! Ever since I started therapy/meds 20 years ago. He even mentioned something like, do I think meds help me more than not being on meds at all?!!!???