I am wondering what is going to happen if I am in fact pregnant., I don't know for sure yet, but I am thinking that I am. What are things going to be like? Am I going to fall apart? Do you think my child would be taken away from me? I am just so confused. If I am pregnant, I deffinately want to keep the baby. It is something that may be difficult but I feel it is for me to deal with and I would be more than happy to take care of a child of my own. I mean, I have wanted a child but I was thinking about waiting awhile. I am only 21 but my boyfriend is 33, so on his end he can't wait too much longer. I think I may be at a point where I am a little more stable at least. I hardly switch anymore and I am really working on some different things. I have told my boyfriend and he has been supportive. I am just waiting to find out the results really. Well I will update you all on this, I am just curious of how my system may handle it.

Jennifer