An alright kind of day. Did the shopping and housework, like always. My friend came over around noon. I didn't think that he was going to come to my area. He just called saying he was at a store near where I live. When I picked him up, he asked me if we could go to a place for lunch and then go to a Home Depot. I had bought lunch for myself (of course I didn't expect him to come to my area) and preferred to have him come to my place and have lunch. I didn't want to eat out for lunch. It worked out OK though I felt guilty for not wanted to do what he wanted.

But later on he got telling me that I need to improve with my personality. I seem to have a personality that makes me unapproachable from others, for many reasons. That seemed to have depressed me a whole lot. And then I got asking myself, "why have things gone so wrong in the last few years or so in my life?".

With now I'm home by myself and nothing for tonight, like always. I feel like this is a hard time of the week for me.