Knowing that my mother is badly cracked breaks my heart because before she lost her mind she was a very loving and kind mother. I can't help but feel broken for what mental illness has done to my mother. I saw my baby photo on her phone screen and my heart just broke in two before she was mentally ill she loved me. She wasn't saying these hurtful things to me she supported me and lifted me up. Now I'm watching her slowly lose her mind and it breaks my heart and there's nothing I can do about it. Mental illnesses is a monster for killing my mother :'(