Perception is everything, and mine changes with my moods. It's frustrating that I can't stay in my happy mood all of the time, because I feel like my perception is so much clearer and closer to "reality" as I believe it to be.
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...Out of night and alarm
Out of terrible dreams
Reach me your hand!
This is the meaning that we suffered in sleep:
The white peace of the waking.
~Edna St. Vincent Millay, "Song of the Nations"~
Diagnoses: Bipolar 2, OCD, Chronic Worrywart 
Meds: Lithium (reducing), Trileptal, Latuda, Risperdal, Klonopin and Xanax PRN
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