I have been feeling really really depressed lately, I feel down, bored with everything, empty, nothing can make me feel excited. I am sad and I really have zero energy to do anything.
It's been like this for the past 3 weeks, but the thing is it doesn't make any sense.
Finally after a long time, I got rid of any unhealthy relationship and I found someone really special, so special I dare to say he's the man of my dreams. So this should make me happy right? Why am not happy when I found someone who is perfect for me?
I also got accepted to my dream university in a dream city to study a subject I have always wanted.
Everything that has been happening in my life lately is extremelly wonderful and amazing. And I just can't ****ing feel happy about it.
It scares the hell out of me, because I really don't know why is this happening to me. I try really hard to feel happy, but I end up feeling miserable anyway. My mood doesn't make any rational sense and I have no idea why those things don't make me happy because objectively they are all I have ever wanted.
Why do I keep on having absolutely RANDOM moods with noooo I mean really nothing that would visibely cause them.