pfrog- im not sure if yo've have experience with psychosis but sometimes the insight come s and goes during an episode. i have been psychotic myself and can attest to this. there were days i was convinced of my delusions and paranoias. then there were days where i thought things were fine. its not like in the movies that portray psychotic people as bats**t insane all the time. sure, some are like that. but some are not.i am not living at my mom's house, i live 1.5 hours away. she would never agree to go to counselling as she doesnt see that there is anything wrong. thank you for your response and support.

LittleCat: my sister would never agree to see a pdoc, GP, therapist, or anyone like that. we have tried so many times. thank you for your support