It's complicated. We are on talking terms, but we don't talk much (haven't heard from her in over a month, and prior to that was another month). And it's ONLY via email. When we do talk she sends mixed messages... she has said she misses me, but her actions say otherwise. Also said she wanted to try being friends again and that things would be different... yet I see no change in her behavior. I interpret that as breadcrumbs. It's crazymaking, really.

I am no longer initiating contact, and I'm not reacting to her contradictory behavior. I'm not buying into her BS excuses, either.

Since I'm not initiating/chasing anymore I'm sure we will soon lose touch completely. And that works for me. I'm finally rebuilding my self-esteem and no longer feel like a crazy person.

My advice to you would be to block her completely so she has no way of contacting you.