I have experience BPD like symptoms when attempting relationships. Mainly due to my mother's physical and psychological abuse I have found similarly abuse women 'familiar' and been drawn to them.

Once this happens I bend over backwards to please their every whim (as I did to avoid my mother's punishment) - a situation that inevitably has to break at some point and I leave...

Does anyone feel similarly?

I wrote a song about this:

Soundcloud - Borderline