Not not sure where to begin. Right now I am only mildly depressed but I am still a bit down. My problem now is fatigue and lack of any concern or motivation. If I had my choice, I would mostly sleep, watch tv and fool around on the net.

I have tried using a bullet journal and ditched my long to do list. I think the fatigue and apathy are side effects of my SSRI. At least that is what I have read about generic lexapro. i have been on many SSRIs over the years and have added wellbutrin. It has helped with the major depression. I can get out of bed, don't cry all day and can function fairly well. I am also upset that I have gained weight over the years from the SSRI and my sex life is not the same. I went to grad school and have a professional job that I have somehow managed to keep. I don't think that would have happened with the meds. I go to therapy and have a Pdoc.

I would like to be more motivated and do what I want to do. I would also like to help others. There is more to say but I can save that for later. I really hope this community works for me. it seems to have worked for many of you.