I know I should delete it, right? Can't freaking bring myself to do it. I am an email hoarder (also a bit of a hoarder IRL) and it is just difficult for me to delete anything especially something with this much emotion in it.

In the past I've had other hurtful emails that I've kept and reread years later and it reminds me that I can get over this stuff so maybe one day these emails will do the same for me.