At first, it sounds like you've had your fill. Later on in the thread it does seem you miss the competition. I can see you feel conflicted.

Will joining in competitive Scrabble at the club interfere with new ventures?

You are very bright, so it's difficult to think of a strategy you haven't considered, like writing down the pros and cons.

Are you hoping to make some new contacts, find new relationships?

What are your goals?

Which activities help most with your goals?

As for explaining your disability/income, if you are not comfortable sharing the truth, then hedge a bit. Some people work at home writing small articles for various magazines/publications, for instance.


WC