I started with my EMDR T after being retraumatised by an abysmal T and it was very positive and healing . It was also acknowledged that much damage had been done so it was partly having therapy for bad therapy. Like jumping out of the frying pan into the fire if the following T is a problematic though. I can understand the feelings of attachment though the dynamic has become toxic ( I'm doing it with a friend not a T though. ) How are you doing now Myrto - has it helped to process a little or do you have thoughts on how you might proceed ?