When am I going to realize and admit that I have a problem? I mean, I know I do to some point, but I'm still in denial. My hubby came to see my therapist today and we spent two hours there. He now agrees there IS a problem. At first he thought she was being overly concerned.
My BMI is healthy and I still get my periods, therefore I think I am OK. I had to buy pants tonight for a funeral and I couldn't find a pair small enough! Yet I question if I still look fat.
My therapist warned my husband of what could happen to me with my health and everything. I'm supposed to start eating. It's hard.
I just don't see there being a problem with me eating (or not eating) the way that I do. I restrict all week, but I eat well when my husband is home on Fridays, Saturdays and Sundays. I feel that's good enough. They are worried about me. I was just shaking my head at therapy thinking it's all nonsense.
When did any of you finally realize you truly had a problem?
When did you first admit it or seek help?
What kind of treatment did you get? I don't want treatment. I'm not ready for that.
Can someone please help me and reply.I posted something similar on another board and I didn't get any replies yet.