I'm missing a large part of my childhood --and i don't know if i want to remember it all. the parts i do remember are hard enough to handle. Every now and then a piece of a memory comes in. i usually have dreams about it until the complete memory comes back. i actually had a good memory come back a couple of weeks ago. i put some pieces together and remembered being around 9yrs old-- i had set up my closet as a little play house, i would close myself in and be in my safe world.