ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh i had to leave school early today because I was sick. why? my body rejected the little bit of food I had put in it in the last two days. I fed it around 200 calories today and fought to keep that in! I was sick all day. no school=me about to lose my credits from being sick so often. losing my credits senior year...great. then i got a migraine. went to work...it was loud and we were all really stressed. migraine+stress+people slamming pots around=not good at all. I walked out mid-shift...grounds for termination...been at my job for 3 years now...talking to mngr tomorrow...more stress....more migraine. applied to the wrong building in the college I devote my life to getting into. fought with my best friend...crying...i never cry...but lots of crying...it hurts.

and what do I take it all out on? tummy. Somehow this is now all tummy's fault. and for this tummy shall suffer. Tummy I can spare, but there's nothing left of my mind.