You all make great points!! I have so many emotions tugging at me this week.

I agree that awareness and then change in behavior is the key link, I'm not there yet...apparently.

It was a difficult awareness because it is facing the transference with T and what it means IRL and more conversation needs to be had to resolve it I think.

I didn't go far enough, I freaked and then the pain from it was so bad that I ran from it...

Pink, I need to have the conversation with my T that you are having with yours...I can keep pushing it aside or I can deal with it. my behaviors won't stop I don't think until I address it.

So, what should my opening line be about this erotic transference? You come up with some funny ones so you pick it...