Hi everyone. Thanks again. Had some giggles and some tears. See I told ya, you are wonderful.

I hate mirrors too; lolol. No really I feel for u Kayleigh, I have this issue as well.

Okay, mom called. They are testing dad as we speak. He has a blockage of some sort. Mom said depending on what they find it could be a simple surgery or open heart surgery. Not very many answers is it. But it takes time for them to figure this out. My dad's doctor is really good I hear. She said he is in the best place and they will get to the bottom of this. There are obvious complications with his heart, just need to find out why.

Mom said she is going to the hotel soon. She was in so much pain she was crying. She feels so guilty. I told her its not her fault. Her cancer is in her back and spine; of course she is in pain. She refused to take any pain killers to be able to be with dad. Just breaking my damn heart. I am sorry all, I can't help but be angry. Sad and angry. She sounds horrible. I am glad she made it there okay and is with my dad. But I hate to see her in so much pain.

We are leaving in the morning. I am taking the kids with. Their dad said he can't help out. So fine, they are coming too. Want to hear this one; its my dad's birthday tomorrow. I feel bad for them. Too much to deal with. I am worried about them. Should we go?? Maybe he does not want us there right now. I am just unsure but just can't sit here. We are planning to leave at about 9am. I will let u all know. Sorry for the anger and silliness. I need to let this out. I want to swear but can't; lol. Not like it will help.

Justy