So I've been on and off work for the past two months now. I'm trying to keep positive thinking I'll be able to find something long lasting but for one reason or another it just seems like everything is a dud.

I know my mom was able to find an art commission gig for me yesterday but most of the things she finds for me end up being failures too.

I know Las Vegas in particular has a high unemployment rate but it's agonizing knowing that I have a lot of experience at a young age and I can work on big projects, I just have to wait for them to come to me.

I just hope I find something soon, I have bills to pay and I can't just keep twiddling my thumbs hoping for something better to come by.

Just an FYI I work with film and television.