It's replaying in my mind and causing me anxiety. How he pushed me over the edge when I went into the bathroom to take a shower to try to calm down and he started forcing his way in. I said "Why do you want to come in? Do you have to pee?" And he said he did. When he opened the door he went to grab me, like to force sex on me, and I started freaking out and pushed him out of the bathroom. He always does that same thing! He gets me upset with his lame, fear of me, then when I get upset, he tries to forcefully push himself on me, violently. I couldn't even talk about that yesterday! But today, I realize that happened.