I am sorry I didn't know where I should post this but lately I am having problems reaching the real world. I am lost in a matrix and I can't be where everyone else is. I can see the real world but I am not actually part of it, I am far from everyone else and everything I taste is through the matrix.

This is confusing me a lot I just want to be with everyone else. How can I reach te real world? I have found academic knowledge is universal and studying helps me a little, but when It's about everything else I can't find a way to reach real life.

I don't want to spend all my life in this matrix, its becoming scaring. I was in real life until those entities dragged me here, they were introducing ideas inside my head when I was in real life and forced me to say things I didn't want to, once I began to realize what they where doing they dragged me here as some kind of punishment, but I could return to real life until I finaly totally uncovered them.
They decided to throw me here and closed that gateway without any possibility of return. I need to find another gateway or portal.

Have anyone else ever been in my situation?

Being in the matrix for some time it's great, everything looks cool, but if you stay too much time your mind begins to distort and it becomes really scaring. It's a double-edged sword.